Self-Organizing Nevermind · Has Sabotaged My Freedom!
⁘ “How annoying! Whatever that I begin to share. Whatever seed I pick that turns into a series. In a couple of episodes, it begins to converge. There's cohesion, framing, a cascade that emerges of its own accord. I've lost my freedom. Then whatever telescope or microscope or mesoscope or whatever that lands. Give it a kick, give it a spin, whatever that it points to. Somewhere in the outer reaches of inner space. That's that. Whatever nevermind.”
How annoying, kind of,
when whatever that I begin to share,
whatever seed that I pick that turns into a series,
in a couple of episodes, it begins to converge.
There is a cohesion, there is a framing,
there is a cascade that emerges of its own accord.
I've lost my freedom.
Of all things, even "Free Flow Retrospect",
where I zoned into my internals
and just started dumping it out
without any particular concern for the context,
it's converging into some sort of an...
fucking enlightenment carnival festival.
Then whatever telescope or microscope
or mesoscope or whatever that lands.
Give it a kick, give it a spin,
whatever that it points to.
Somewhere in the outer reaches of inner space.
That's that.
How am I supposed to be
a living illustration of the Nevermind
when the Nevermind decides to
be a self-organizing whole?